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Tuesday, November 21, 2017
Saturday, October 28, 2017
A Short Cultural History (A Fragment)
Meanwhile the great edifice crumples, creating danger zones where
sharp edges create an "attractive nuisance." Once, these
borders were policed by well-meaning bureaucrats. The culture
coarsens and grows bewilderingly nuanced at the same time. "Shit happens"
on the one hand, and, on the other, infinite gradations of identity, in the small gap
between two otherwise indistinguishable genders. The response
was supposed to be that that the most subtle and the least subtle among us
"lack all conviction." But it isn't so. Those working against the obesity epidemic by day
would join in protests against "fat shaming" in the evening but if you thought
there was a contradiction in this you would be very wrong. That's just one example.
I'm speaking off the record here. I can't even mean what I say anymore....
sharp edges create an "attractive nuisance." Once, these
borders were policed by well-meaning bureaucrats. The culture
coarsens and grows bewilderingly nuanced at the same time. "Shit happens"
on the one hand, and, on the other, infinite gradations of identity, in the small gap
between two otherwise indistinguishable genders. The response
was supposed to be that that the most subtle and the least subtle among us
"lack all conviction." But it isn't so. Those working against the obesity epidemic by day
would join in protests against "fat shaming" in the evening but if you thought
there was a contradiction in this you would be very wrong. That's just one example.
I'm speaking off the record here. I can't even mean what I say anymore....
Thursday, October 26, 2017
The Testament of Mateo del Olmo
I lost one book to alcoholism
one to debt
one to depression
another to life itself
and so I leave to the world these four books of poems
Pristine, Poems of Salt,
The Diamond in the Rough, Rawhide Visions
Wednesday, October 25, 2017
A Small Country
We literary people, even the smartest among us sometimes
need our convenient caricatures
reclusive Emily, expansive Walt
Baudelaire the flâneur
casual Frank O'Hara, abstruse Ashbery
cool Miles, eccentric, dissonant Thelonious
But in Monk's music there is a universe of music
vast territories of mood, texture, color
childlike simplicity and recondite complications
or at the very least a small country it would be nice to visit
Thursday, October 12, 2017
How to Surrealism
Cashberg's other masterpiece of the early 70 is How to Surrealism. This long poem goes for the opposite effect attained by the semantic saturation of Brackishness Scruple. It aims instead of the semantic diffuseness and non-repetition. He said that his aim was to avoid the development of any thematic threads, but that has not prevented critics from reducing it to a kind of quest narrative, in which the poet-hero makes his way through a labyrinthine landscape in search of the perfect musical phrase. I offer a brief sampling of this 700 page poem:
Arrest. Hysterocommuncal. Brackish. Mudlip. Froggish. Imp. Stereoderivative.
Greenlight. Densehouse. Immune. Ity. Foreigneity. Garage. Toadfill. The.
Asteriskite. How? Mumblebirds. Championkite. No. Isthmus. Isthmus.
Sur. To. Tainment. Brockstyle. Fandom. Austerishity. Sheepishtude.
Hunger. Hattrick. Mysteriousheit. Under. Mambo.
Ach! Moonbroom. Fingerscale. Fingerclaw. Ugh.
Peninsularlarlar. Umpteenth. Clinging.
Howitzer. Tulane. Surfeit. Howitzer. Tulane. Surfeit.
Howitzer. Tulane. Surfeit. Howitzer. Tulane. Surfeit.
Arugula. Impress. Naturaleza. Zippified.
Mustardine. Goateesimilitude.
Why. Bitters. Turpentudinous.
Derive.
Ascot. Benjaminish. Restitude. Amore. Puck. Margarine. Awe. Mainline. Lagging. Hurt. Flog.
Asterdine. Mug. Hantine. Lake.
Howitzer. Tulane. Surfeit. Howitzer. Tulane. Surfeit.
Never. Impactifullness.
Haste.
Deterioration. Binding. Differential. Genius. Sacred.
Missment. Thole. Snifter. Banal.
Mugrunt. In.
However. Twostep. Surgeon. Aggress.
Hypnotonormativity. Whether.
Vista. Masculinitad. Obviate. Osteoneurosis. Illfit.
Arrest. Hysterocommuncal. Brackish. Mudlip. Froggish. Imp. Stereoderivative.
Greenlight. Densehouse. Immune. Ity. Foreigneity. Garage. Toadfill. The.
Asteriskite. How? Mumblebirds. Championkite. No. Isthmus. Isthmus.
Sur. To. Tainment. Brockstyle. Fandom. Austerishity. Sheepishtude.
Hunger. Hattrick. Mysteriousheit. Under. Mambo.
Ach! Moonbroom. Fingerscale. Fingerclaw. Ugh.
Peninsularlarlar. Umpteenth. Clinging.
Howitzer. Tulane. Surfeit. Howitzer. Tulane. Surfeit.
Howitzer. Tulane. Surfeit. Howitzer. Tulane. Surfeit.
Arugula. Impress. Naturaleza. Zippified.
Mustardine. Goateesimilitude.
Why. Bitters. Turpentudinous.
Derive.
Ascot. Benjaminish. Restitude. Amore. Puck. Margarine. Awe. Mainline. Lagging. Hurt. Flog.
Asterdine. Mug. Hantine. Lake.
Howitzer. Tulane. Surfeit. Howitzer. Tulane. Surfeit.
Never. Impactifullness.
Haste.
Deterioration. Binding. Differential. Genius. Sacred.
Missment. Thole. Snifter. Banal.
Mugrunt. In.
However. Twostep. Surgeon. Aggress.
Hypnotonormativity. Whether.
Vista. Masculinitad. Obviate. Osteoneurosis. Illfit.
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2017 diary of poems,
Jack Cashberg,
Phyllis Phyllis
BRACKISHNESS SCRUPLE
Jack Cashberg's BRACKISHNESS SCRUPLE is one of the lost masterpieces of postmodern literature. Published by Black Sparrow Press in 1970s in a limited edition of 40 copies, numbered and signed by the author, this 500-page poem was never anthologized, due to the author's refusal to compromise the work's integrity. It is with some trepidation, then, that I offer this all too brief excerpt. To the critic who called the work "a tedious exercise in semantic saturation" he replied: "don't you think I know that, you fucking idiot." To the Freudian critic who associated brackishness with the id and scruple with the superego he was equally withering. Though often accused of copying Coolidge and Ashbery, he always maintained that his own Self-Portrait in a Bowler Hat was published 10 years before Ashbery's similarly titled work.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Hindemith. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness
scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. So much depends. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness
scruple. Brackishness scruple. Upon. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness
scruple. A. Brackishness scruple. Red. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness
scruple. So many. Brackishness scruple. Wheel. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Ple. Barrow. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness
scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Hindemith. Glazed.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. With Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Rain. Brackishness scruple. I had not thought death
had undone. Brackishness scruple. Ish. Brackishness scruple. Water. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. So many Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Beside. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. The. Brackishness stumble. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness stumble. White. Among twenty snowy mountains. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness
scruple. Brackishness scruple. Of Man's first disobedience. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness
scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Stumble. Brackishness
scruple. Hindemith. Brackishness scruple. Ish. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness stumble. Brackishness scruple. Hindemith. Brackishness
scruple. Brackishness scruple. Ish. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness
scruple. Brackishness scruple. And the. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brack. Back.
Ple. Ple. Ple Ple. Ness. Brackishness scruple. Apple pie. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Hindemith. Brackishness
scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Fruit. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness
scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Of That. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness
scruple. Brackishness scruple. Scruple stumble. Scruple stumble. Scruple stumble. Scruple
stumble. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Ness.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. The only
moving thing. Brack. Brack. Ple. Ple. Ple Ple. Ness. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Hindemith. Glazed. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. With
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Rain.
Brackishness scruple. I had not thought death had undone. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness
scruple. Water. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. So many
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Beside.Hindemith stumble. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brack. Brack. Ple. Ple. Ple Ple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Hindemith. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness
scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. So much depends. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness
scruple. Brackishness scruple. Upon. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness
scruple. A. Brackishness scruple. Red. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness
scruple. So many. Brackishness scruple. Wheel. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Ple. Barrow. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness
scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Hindemith. Glazed.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. With Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Rain. Brackishness scruple. I had not thought death
had undone. Brackishness scruple. Ish. Brackishness scruple. Water. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. So many Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Beside. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. The. Brackishness stumble. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness stumble. White. Among twenty snowy mountains. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness
scruple. Brackishness scruple. Of Man's first disobedience. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness
scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Stumble. Brackishness
scruple. Hindemith. Brackishness scruple. Ish. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness stumble. Brackishness scruple. Hindemith. Brackishness
scruple. Brackishness scruple. Ish. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness
scruple. Brackishness scruple. And the. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brack. Back.
Ple. Ple. Ple Ple. Ness. Brackishness scruple. Apple pie. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Hindemith. Brackishness
scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Fruit. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness
scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Of That. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness
scruple. Brackishness scruple. Scruple stumble. Scruple stumble. Scruple stumble. Scruple
stumble. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Ness.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. The only
moving thing. Brack. Brack. Ple. Ple. Ple Ple. Ness. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Hindemith. Glazed. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. With
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Rain.
Brackishness scruple. I had not thought death had undone. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness
scruple. Water. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. So many
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Beside.Hindemith stumble. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple.
Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brackishness scruple. Brack. Brack. Ple. Ple. Ple Ple.
Labels:
2017 diary of poems,
bad poems,
Jack Cashberg,
Phyllis Phyllis
Wednesday, September 27, 2017
Given Name
I had to fight for my name
though I was given it
[with little right: Pa warn't no Daedalus
though handy with the jigsaw and the chainsaw
{¡Bulging Muscles! though saw the wild look to my eyes
and shirked away (then I knew I was crazier than Jesus
Icarus Jonson founded the hard-boiled school of American poetry sometime in the late 40s. He is known for his unconventional and expressive punctuation and unsentimental view of life, as well as his feuds with Jack Cashberg and Valance Fullerton. Biographical details are sketchy.
Labels:
2017 diary of poems,
bad poems,
Icarus Jonson,
Phyllis Phyllis
Monday, September 25, 2017
Late Ashbery
It is known that Ashbery didn't revise much, instead preferring to write many poems and throwing out those that didn't match up to his standards. Here's one of the uncollected poems of Ashbery, that I found once written on a napkin in a New York City restaurant shortly after he had dined there. I can't prove that he wrote it, but I'll offer it to you anyway, just to set the record straight. It certainly is not one he would have wanted to save:
MERLOT DREAMS
Roses are red, and that disquiet among the almond leaves
like antique shelves, told you the gig was up. Meantime
Elmer sold his last possessions, you know the type, always
looking for an angle of repose among angelic figurines.
He didn't dig it, he said. That was that. I on the other hand
foreign to that lexicon and the start-ups it implied, could
not finish anyone else's sentences, much less my own.
You think it's easy being this uptight. Singing for my supper was ok
as long as this was understood as a lame excuse for a metaphor
but what then? More derivative gargling in the movie set saloon?
Hot cakes? Merchandise returns? In the routine
rambling there is a certain snapping point, one you'd
have to be a fool not to improvise on your own while
unseen forces move into position, just before the fall.
Après moi... But how did this end, really? Not like this
surely, as afternoon gathered its forces amid crumbling icons.
We turned the page, and there was nothing written there.
But the expected result turned up anyway, as though
they had forgotten to cancel the newspaper for their trip,
and the seedy music died down once again, but not for good.
MERLOT DREAMS
Roses are red, and that disquiet among the almond leaves
like antique shelves, told you the gig was up. Meantime
Elmer sold his last possessions, you know the type, always
looking for an angle of repose among angelic figurines.
He didn't dig it, he said. That was that. I on the other hand
foreign to that lexicon and the start-ups it implied, could
not finish anyone else's sentences, much less my own.
You think it's easy being this uptight. Singing for my supper was ok
as long as this was understood as a lame excuse for a metaphor
but what then? More derivative gargling in the movie set saloon?
Hot cakes? Merchandise returns? In the routine
rambling there is a certain snapping point, one you'd
have to be a fool not to improvise on your own while
unseen forces move into position, just before the fall.
Après moi... But how did this end, really? Not like this
surely, as afternoon gathered its forces amid crumbling icons.
We turned the page, and there was nothing written there.
But the expected result turned up anyway, as though
they had forgotten to cancel the newspaper for their trip,
and the seedy music died down once again, but not for good.
Sunday, September 24, 2017
It's De-Lovely: Fragment of a Treatise on Aesthetics
and loveliness... what of prettiness, is that the same thing?
Being easy on the eyes? (But that won't apply to the lilting tune.)
Glamour? Sex appeal? Those are separate streams
Like attractiveness and the handsomeness of a "handsome woman,"
applicable only to human beings and other living creatures
where sexual attraction needs strikingly gorgeous visual feasts.
Beauty itself is none of these things, though not separable from them either...
Being easy on the eyes? (But that won't apply to the lilting tune.)
Glamour? Sex appeal? Those are separate streams
Like attractiveness and the handsomeness of a "handsome woman,"
applicable only to human beings and other living creatures
where sexual attraction needs strikingly gorgeous visual feasts.
Beauty itself is none of these things, though not separable from them either...
Saturday, September 23, 2017
Similes
The way liar and lyre are pronounced the same way
is like the way I once used to confuse "In a Mellow Tone" with "On Green Dolphin Street"
Or "On Green Dolphin Street" with "Stella by Starlight"
as forgivable as losing one's train of thought in the crowd
as the misuse of baking soda
***
Writing bad poems was no defense
just a defense mechanism
he said
when people were yearning for quality
***
So it is with you
is like the way I once used to confuse "In a Mellow Tone" with "On Green Dolphin Street"
Or "On Green Dolphin Street" with "Stella by Starlight"
as forgivable as losing one's train of thought in the crowd
as the misuse of baking soda
***
Writing bad poems was no defense
just a defense mechanism
he said
when people were yearning for quality
***
So it is with you
Mary McCarthy
Mary McCarthy
read my poems aloud
in her Dublin accent
and made them seem
not written by me
in my dream
including this one
read my poems aloud
in her Dublin accent
and made them seem
not written by me
in my dream
including this one
Thursday, September 21, 2017
Cleaning Poem
What if cleaning was your hobby?
You could subscribe to magazines, take classes,
(maybe teach them yourself in night school
once you got really good),
indulge in fine cleaning materials
and tools, treat it like any other pastime
like bridge or mountain climbing,
crossword puzzles or playing a musical instrument,
with the added benefit of cleanliness.
Why do we call some things work and other things hobbies?
You might think I'm being facetious, but this might be a good one for you
or, if not, for someone utterly unlike you in all respects.
You could subscribe to magazines, take classes,
(maybe teach them yourself in night school
once you got really good),
indulge in fine cleaning materials
and tools, treat it like any other pastime
like bridge or mountain climbing,
crossword puzzles or playing a musical instrument,
with the added benefit of cleanliness.
Why do we call some things work and other things hobbies?
You might think I'm being facetious, but this might be a good one for you
or, if not, for someone utterly unlike you in all respects.
Saturday, September 9, 2017
For a certain woman
If you think the mirror reverses writing
then write a message in the mirror for me
in lipstick
But you do not wear lipstick
so this poem is not
for you
then write a message in the mirror for me
in lipstick
But you do not wear lipstick
so this poem is not
for you
Tuesday, August 29, 2017
Peacock
There was a cartoon
of the Tower of Babel
furious activity and singing
bright colors, seen on our family's first color tv
I've never been able to find it as an adult
I remember too the NBC peacock
opening its multi-colored feathers
to that three-note melody
a symbol meaningless
on a black and white screen
of the Tower of Babel
furious activity and singing
bright colors, seen on our family's first color tv
I've never been able to find it as an adult
I remember too the NBC peacock
opening its multi-colored feathers
to that three-note melody
a symbol meaningless
on a black and white screen
Humbled
People say they are "humbled" when they win a prize
Something the opposite of humbling since it should make them justly proud
of their accomplishments
I think what they are doing is hedging their bets a bit
by going for the opposite emotion
or maybe they really are "humbled" in a way I don't fully understand
Something the opposite of humbling since it should make them justly proud
of their accomplishments
I think what they are doing is hedging their bets a bit
by going for the opposite emotion
or maybe they really are "humbled" in a way I don't fully understand
Visual
A good poem should be visual
Lorca knew this and Allen Ginsberg
Pere Gimferrer thought so too
Not to mention William Carlos Williams
with the red wheelbarrow and white chickens
and the purple striped nightgowns imagined by Wallace Stevens
I think Baudelaire had a strong visual imagination too
But I do not
Penumbra
A good poem must have a penumbra
an evocative or haunting aura
suggesting something not present in the
things mentioned in the poem itself
unlike this poem that just sits
flatly on the page
an evocative or haunting aura
suggesting something not present in the
things mentioned in the poem itself
unlike this poem that just sits
flatly on the page
Monday, August 28, 2017
Ron Padgett Poem
I'd like to write a poem like the ones Ron Padgett wrote
for Jim Jarmusch's movie Paterson
If I get it right, there'll be a certain satisfaction in the imitation
If not, then it will be something of mine, original
If not necessarily very good
for Jim Jarmusch's movie Paterson
If I get it right, there'll be a certain satisfaction in the imitation
If not, then it will be something of mine, original
If not necessarily very good
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