I remember my rage at Simic for dissing Creeley in the NYRB. See also here. And here, I guess I don't feel those sorts of rages any more with that kind of intensity. It seems now to me to be an unnecessary attachment or clinging (in the Buddhist sense). I am not a Buddhist but I do think I get this concept at a very basic level. Of course I am right about Simic and Creeley. But the level of passion I feel about being right? The level of investment in the cause. No, just no. I want no part of that any more.
Giving up that investment is very freeing. I don't have to be identified with certain positions, upon which nothing really depends. I feel the same way about my role in the García Montero controversies. Of course I am on the right side of things, from my own perspective. I don't disagree with myself, but not as much seems at stake. Worrying because people miss out on Creeley and respect someone like Simic is largely pointless. Of course a certain facile kind of poetry will be more popular even in somewhat intellectual circles. How could that not be the case?
I also take misunderstandings of my own positions as occasions for humor rather than rage.
So little depends
upon...
That would be a good start to a Creeley poem.
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