The inner critic woke me up to at 3:30 am. berate me, reminding me of other times I've tried and failed to change things in my life. It was pretty harsh. It is ok, though, because the inner critic is very tied to a particular view of me and is feeling threatened by my recent changes. I wants to pull me back into a more restrictive view of myself.
I take his outburst last night to be a sign that I am moving in the right direction, but that I am not there yet.